An Excerpt (From An Unfinished Project)

"I’ve read on, somewhere, that the structure of the brain cells somehow resemble the structure of the universe itself. This eventually made me wonder whether we’re all just fragments of a certain person memories.

People said that even if someone dies, the world would, naturally, still goes around.

But what if all of this was really just fragments of memories?

What if reality was never real?

"There’s no way we could prove reality is real, though, because we’re the object of the observation itself. To be able to prove an observation successfully, one need to be the observer. An object can never prove itself.

This is like to observe on a dog’s eyesight.

We know that dogs are colorblind because we’re the observer who observes the dog. Dogs themselves would never know that they’re colorblind. When you asked them to imagine a color, for example, green, they would be unable to. Because they’re colorblind. And they’re dogs.

Now, what if someone ask you to imagine a new color outside of the color spectrum? You too wouldn’t be able to. It can be argued that it’s because we, as human, have known all the colors ever existed. But without being the pure observer for this case, there’s no way we can prove that. Maybe  we’re actually colorblind too.

In the case of reality observation, we would never be able to observe and prove whether the realty is real because we’re living in this reality we acknowledge as reality itself.

We’ll never know how the condition of world would be past our own existence.

And yet, I’d like to egoistically assume that the world will end along with me as I die.

I’d open up my eyes wide, holding my one last breath, and see how the sky collapse, earth crumbles.

I will end the whole world."